i V o t e d...

...f o r c h a n g e[. ]

r e m e m b e r [? ]

what are you doing the rest of your life[? ]

...im doing music[. ]
until i meet my grave[. ]
i love singing from the soul and i love being able to express myself where others can feel me[. ]
i love being able to feel other through music[. ]
a song is powerful thing[, ]and thats what keeps me strong[. ]

have you ever made love to a...lame[o ][? ]

...one thing:
dont yoiu hate eating in pulic places [mainly a cfeteria] by YOURSELF[. ]
you feel tiny and small[, ]like everyone looking your way saying the same[. ]
i do hate[, ]i do[. ]
you feel like a total lame[o ]

s w a g g[. ]

...haha.
so theres this song...that i listen to...religiously.
its called party life by jay-z...[american gangster album]
...im not much of a 'real' hip-hop head...but...this song...it jus does it for me.i be dancing and just 'feelin myself'[not feelin on myself] after this song
i put on my swag to this song...cant nobody tell me nothing when im listening to this shi[i]...ive made this my anthem. its raised so much confidence in me...and i have no idea why. hes very cocky n the song...but it aint shi[i] i can relate to. maybe its cause its where i dream to be one day...but i think its the grove and flow of the song...it just...takes me high..higher...ng higher...until im gone. i thank God...nd even jayz for this song...cause it has changed my life..."lets head to the party life..."



btw...this live version is cool...but i think i'd definitely sing the hook better than dude[! ]

b e y o n c e k n o w l e s [-c a r t e r ]

so from the age of...i dont even know ive been a child of music.
...raised on gospel music and reared for watching bet music videos or even soul train was the way i came up. coming to an older age i began to fall in love with a lady by the name of beyonce knowles. at the time she was in the best selling female group [of all times ]destinys child. smitten by her vocals and the way she took stage ive always been a fan...
the past few years i see the change in her...she used to be such a 'religious' and shy person...she still is shy [something i love about her] but i fail to see that light i once saw. i dont know her situation and as a musician i always tell myself "if i ever get that status i'll never forget where i came from". a part of me is telling me she has....but beseides that. shes a attention grabbing,beautfil, talented...woman.
ive never seen her perform live..but seein it on youtube,dvd...tv...jus enough. i dont think i can handle her live...in the flesh. shes one of the most craziest performers...[rewinds]...she IS the craziest performer ive ever seen. no one is like her. and i dont think there will ever be.
alot of people complain that she is never out of the lime light...but who can take her crown from her. she is now married to one of the biggest truest rappers in the game...she forever grinding...and i admire that. people can hate...but she still here...and is going to be for a while.

H o p e . . . N o p e [In All Honesty]

being that i'm 19 years of age this whole thing of elections or what not is very new to me. elections 2008 is like thee most...i dont even know what word to use when saying this, but this race has been an experience for my generation as well as others. but in all complete honesty i can say that i havent been following the race like i should. i had a random professor at my school ask me the name of senator obama's daughters as well as the man's birthday and i couldnt respond. i didnt know. fo'sho my votes going to obama...but i sort of feel bad that i dont know much about..either candidate. ive only really educated with what the news has broad casted, what ive read on others blogs and alot from word-of-mouth...and i even watched the debates a few times. another part is that i dont liek mccain...at all...and for all i know he could be dead within a few weeks of health and we'll end up with palin as president with her daughter popping out babies and her trying to tell other mothers how its done. what do you think.
i am not...i repeat i am not a black person voting for obama cause he's black. im voting because i can and i believe he can make a 'change' for my life, my family's as well as others. and for those blacks who are voting because hes black...i kinda feel you...because he just seems more 'relate able'...down to earth. with all that said i cant wait to cast my vote for obama novemeber 4th. my prayer goes to his family and others all over the u.s..of a...cause november 5th...and maybe a few days after is gon b a mess.